Fear

I still got that fear,fear of being left by someone I love.
I'm afraid you will feel lonely when I'm not there beside you every night.
I'm afraid you'll find someone else to accompany you before you sleep.
I'm just afraid,you will repeat the same thing like my last ex did to me, just because I really can't be there for him for certain reason.
He left me because he feels lonely, because he feels bored.
He didn't understand my situation, that's dumb enough I guess.
So I hope you can understand my situation.
There is one thing that i know, you always understand me, I hope in this part too.