Mianhae

Dah banyak hati kot yang aku break sejak sejak nih
Haih salah aku ke sebab takde hati kat diorang
Salah aku ke sebab tolak cinta diorang
Aku rasa macam aku jahat sangat ��
Tengok diorang sedih buat aku pun rasa sedih jugak
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(:

I guess i just forgot what i promise to myself
My promise to not put any hope in love

I guess i realise it now, and i have to stop putting hope in you right away

And I'm learning something right now,
"Don't afraid to be the one who love the most"
This thing might be risk for myself
But i have to change
I don't wanna stuck in my past
I'm trying to concur my fear
I'm gonna love you because my heart want it to
But still, I'm not gonna put any hope
Maybe a little?
I hope i won't

(:

Tu Ziro Wan Faif

Wow its already 2015 and im gonna turn 18 this year wuuuu ^^
No more schools no more cipong no more playing and no more sleeping on school desk hahah
So now i have to accept the reality that i have to face the real world real life starting from now on emmm
Oh, i always feel nervous when thinking about my spm results haih i hope my results was victory or at least all 'lulus' and no fail aminnn heee
Em about him, i hope there's a miracle will happen to us heheheheheh ❤

Fear

I still got that fear,fear of being left by someone I love.
I'm afraid you will feel lonely when I'm not there beside you every night.
I'm afraid you'll find someone else to accompany you before you sleep.
I'm just afraid,you will repeat the same thing like my last ex did to me, just because I really can't be there for him for certain reason.
He left me because he feels lonely, because he feels bored.
He didn't understand my situation, that's dumb enough I guess.
So I hope you can understand my situation.
There is one thing that i know, you always understand me, I hope in this part too.

All you need to know (;

After my breakup with my last ex,
Aku janji dengan diri aku,
Aku takkan jatuh cinta lagi,
Aku takkan couple lagi.
Sebab apa?
Sebab aku takut,
Takut sakit lagi,
Takut terluka lagi.
Well,
As aku dah banyak kali sangat dah terluka,
Dah selalu sangat terkena,
Gila tak fobia weh.
Thats why aku amek keputusan,
Taknak terlibat dengan cinta.

Tapi,
Andainya aku terjatuh cinta lagi,
Yelah kan cinta nih tanpa sedar je dia datang an,
Aku takkan sesekali,
Letak harapan.
Kalau korang sedar lah kan,
Harapan lah yang buat kita sedih,
Time harapan tuh tak tercapai.
So aku paling takut nak letak harapan,
Sangat sangat takut.

You know what,
Aku dah terjatuh cinta sebenarnya.
Tapi aku diam.
Aku taknak luahkan kat dia.
Aku taknak tunjuk.
Dan,
Aku taknak letak apa apa harapan.
Susah,
Sangat susah,
Bila nak try tak letak harapan kat orang yang aku  dah sayang dah suka.
Yelah kite mesti harap dia suka kite balik,
Harap dia ginilah gitulah an.
Tapi tulah yang paling kena aku elakkan,
Elakkan berharap.
Nanti aku yang sakit,
Aku yang jatuh terjelopok nanti.
Aku amek nih semua pengajaran,
Dari pengalaman lampau aku.
Akibat aku letak harapan setinggi gunung,
Akhirnya aku yang jatuh terduduk.
Susah nak bangkit semula,
Ambil tempoh lama nak pulih,
Tanpa bantuan sesiapa.
Aku taknak jatuh lagi,
Aku taknak benda nih ulang lagi,
Sebab aku tak tahu,
Mampu ke aku bertahan,
Mampu ke aku berdiri lagi.
Jadi aku ambil langkah berhati hati,
Untuk kebaikan diri aku sendiri.

Oh lupa nak bagitahu,
Aku ada berita gembira.
Nak tahu?
Aku dah get over ex aku.
100% dah lupakan dia.
Yup hundred percent.
I really don't give a damn bout him anymore.
Give me around of applause!
Yayy heeeee ^^

Thats all for tonight.
Cuti dah habis and esok sekolah.
Goodnight and Assalamualaikum

Xoxo,
Bee

Thankyou

Thank you for make my every second my every day happy
Thank you for make me feel appreciated
Thank you for miss me
Thank you for cared for me
Thank you for make me feel loved by someone
Thank you for everything
Thank you so much
Iloveyou (:

Sebab kau buah hati

Tahu tak. Aku nangis sikit je. Tuh pun sebab kau. Apa kau buat? Tak, kau tak buat apa apa. Buah hati aku tuh kau lah. Cuma kau je tak tahu. Aku nangis sebab aku dah terfall in love kat kau. Tapi aku taknak letak apa apa harapan. You know how complicated to done that, loving someone without put any hope. Yelah sebab takut nanti aku yang sakit kalau tak terbalas. So the conclusion is, aku nangis sebab takut sakit lagi. Thats all. Kbye